You became the dawn in my daunting life
I was at the end when your light hit my eyes
You were the hope i was waiting for
A Hope once given .
It felt so simmilar, yet you were different
Familiar feeling , yet an unfamiliar face
We were so distant,yet you felt so close home
You made me think , the end of something good isnt the end of you
I smiled after quite a while , but it was more that what met my eyes
You were too there , where i now belong
You amazed me ,how you were so strong
It all made sense .
the feeling i felt , so surreal.
The connection between me and you
I closed my eyes , reach for your hand and held
I wont leave you , no matter what sadness may befell.
For you are the last hand life has delt
And if not for you i would have fell.
Black isnt a color,
Its the absence of any color
Just like my life
And nothing’s going down
Never a dawn of something new
Always the dusk of everything i knew.
It always comes back
And it will keep on coming
We had to forget and forgive
Instead we forgot each other
And all the efforts turned to dust.
But life has to go on
And these moments will too
I will see you with someone else
That i never planned.
There were nights
While we were away
While we were hoping,but could only pray
That we were, together.
We used to stay up all night
Going out of our way
Now we cannot sleep
Even if we tried.
And i know you’re listening
From somewhere i cant see
And if its true, then dont do this to me
Please come back, cause i am a mess
Please come back, and put this to rest.
Today was sad enough to make me write
Face to face
Stand down the chase
Through the storm
You gonna make it
Better than hiding
And die trying if that what it takes
Push your limits
You gonna pull through
Not gonna help
Stand behind you
I am sorry that i dont cry
I am sorry that i dont yell
I am sorry that after all the things happen
I take them all so well
I am sorry i dont cut my wrists or take more than enough pills
Because i just take up all in here
And if the day comes when i cant take it anymore
make up all the courage i need
To pick up the knife out
There will be no blood to bleed out