It always comes back
And it will keep on coming
We had to forget and forgive
Instead we forgot each other
And all the efforts turned to dust.
But life has to go on
And these moments will too
I will see you with someone else
That i never planned.
There were nights
While we were away
While we were hoping,but could only pray
That we were, together.
We used to stay up all night
Going out of our way
Now we cannot sleep
Even if we tried.
And i know you’re listening
From somewhere i cant see
And if its true, then dont do this to me
Please come back, cause i am a mess
Please come back, and put this to rest.
Today was sad enough to make me write
Whispered the night in the silence
forget the sun , I want to be with you
All the answers you seek are in the moon
Sweet wind passes by calling your name
Forget to sleep or I’ll weep the tears of
Take a deep breath and inhale the
Freshness of your fame
This is why you love the night don’t you?
For all the silence I have to offer
For all the peace there is to feel
So much solitude there is to see
If strength was in numbers
Day would have been your thing
But you are your own one man army
And isn’t it why you love the night ?
Love is a binary language,
Either zero or one.
Either they love you,
Or they never loved you.
Blocking the door from outside,
little did i know the real enemy was within me.
Every day I travel the same distances
Same way to approach every other thing
But is life supposed to be like this
It’s all boring and unrealistic
What i want
I don’t know
When i will find
I don’t know
Is the question i’m trying to answer
Every other moment i’m in my thoughts
Scratching for the things i want
Knowing the things i realize
And realizing the things i knew
The time i wake up is the worst moment i face
It’s like realizing the thoughts i knew
And the things i want to know
Isn’t supposed to be for others to know
May be they’ll understand
May be not
But should i live life like this
Or it’s just me making things out of my reach
Have you ever been ignored …..
Oh I’m sorry I shouldn’t have asked you that. How could you be ignored. You are beautiful, charming filled with brilliance
you are like a unicorn In a sunshine no body wants to be without you . Everybodys attracted to you. Feels GOOD Eh!
But have you ever been to the other side of the city
The crule and the lonely one
The dark and the silent one
where you say but nobody hear
Where you want but nobody care
You are only one to fight for yourself
Have you ever lived that moment when you adore and they ignore
Have you ever lived that moment when you wanted to be included and they exclude you on purpose
You cry for friendship and they don’t give a s**t.
Where silence becomes your only friend
And you’re forced to share your feels to the tick tick of the clock in a silent room .
You experince loneliness
when the only voice one your phone is either your alarm or those ad messages
You experince how misreble your life is
Welcome to my world
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I’ve always given
And never expected anything back
Now i’ve been broken
Too much,too many times
All I need is someone
Who won’t let me fall apart
People say follow the way
Your heart says
But which piece you follow
When heart is broken in million
I’ve been a disgrace
It feels like hell in this place
I’m trying too hard
And it’s all falling apart
Could it be the end
The thought tears me apart
If you left me ..
I have to go back to that awfull hole I have been livin in for years.
Drunk in my thoughts of you and seeing you be far away from me…..
If you left me
I would be thrown into that silence again that I wasnt gettin out of without you I would be lured into the room without the light again
A room in which I isolated my self from all the feelings that feel like scars that are never gonna heal.
I dont think I can make it
I need you even if I want to live without you…. Cause only you can let me get throught my life.
May be someday I’ll have someone of my own
Till then I’ll walk alone
I’ll walk alone
Through these rusty wind
I am shivering
I’ve forgotten when i’d felt some warmth
My inner self have become a cold wrath
I’ve to walk alone
Through this silence
Each tear-drop makes noise
It burns my ears and clears my thought
Aleast it gives me a chance to rethink
Is this all an illusion
Will there be any conclusion
But till then i’ll walk alone
There will always be someone that passes by
But no one will ask why
‘Cause no one cares that’s why