I am sorry, it had to be this way.
Always on my guard, and toe to toe.
I am sorry for the words i said,
But i just never got your ways.
I am sorry i am different.
Kind of from the outer space,
Foreign to you and your race.
I am sorry i judged your face.
But what can i say,
You never showed your true intentions
I had lost myself in the past.
I lost the ones i loved too.
They walked over me,
And so i walk carefully.
I am sorry you thought i was out to get you,
But i was just protecting you from myself.
I am sorry but i am just that way
But the world never cared when i was sweet.
So lets just let it be this way.
You became the dawn in my daunting life
I was at the end when your light hit my eyes
You were the hope i was waiting for
A Hope once given .
It felt so simmilar, yet you were different
Familiar feeling , yet an unfamiliar face
We were so distant,yet you felt so close home
You made me think , the end of something good isnt the end of you
I smiled after quite a while , but it was more that what met my eyes
You were too there , where i now belong
You amazed me ,how you were so strong
It all made sense .
the feeling i felt , so surreal.
The connection between me and you
I closed my eyes , reach for your hand and held
I wont leave you , no matter what sadness may befell.
For you are the last hand life has delt
And if not for you i would have fell.
It always comes back
And it will keep on coming
We had to forget and forgive
Instead we forgot each other
And all the efforts turned to dust.
But life has to go on
And these moments will too
I will see you with someone else
That i never planned.
There were nights
While we were away
While we were hoping,but could only pray
That we were, together.
We used to stay up all night
Going out of our way
Now we cannot sleep
Even if we tried.
And i know you’re listening
From somewhere i cant see
And if its true, then dont do this to me
Please come back, cause i am a mess
Please come back, and put this to rest.
Today was sad enough to make me write
You are disapointed in everything you see.
Just because you are disapointed,
Even in the person you see in the mirror.
A sweet face can hide what a bad face can never
A bad face leads to consequences but a sweet face is always a gamble
I could never judge which side you were on
But i realised enough to know you weren’t on mine
You were hiding your pain
But was it really yours
Or was it the agony of the souls you consumed
I trusted in love so i trusted in you
But you could never really give
What my soul always seek