A hope once given

You became the dawn in my daunting life

I was at the end when your light hit my eyes

You were the hope i was waiting for 

A Hope once given .
It felt so simmilar, yet you were different

Familiar feeling , yet an unfamiliar face

We were so distant,yet you felt so close home 
You made me think , the end of something good isnt the end of you
I smiled after quite a while , but it was more that what met my eyes

You were too there , where i now belong 

You amazed me ,how you were so strong 
It all made sense .

the feeling i felt , so surreal.

The connection between me and you
I closed my eyes , reach for your hand and held

I wont leave you , no matter what sadness may befell.

For you are the last hand life has delt

And if not for you i would have fell.

Life has to go on

​It always comes back

And it will keep on coming 

We had to forget and forgive 

Instead we forgot each other

And all the efforts turned to dust.
But life has to go on 

And these moments will too

I will see you with someone else

That i never planned.
There were nights

While we were away

While we were hoping,but could only pray

That we were, together.
We used to stay up all night 

Going out of our way

Now we cannot sleep

Even if we tried.
And i know you’re listening 

From somewhere i cant see

And if its true, then dont do this to me

Please come back, cause i am a mess

Please come back, and put this to rest.

Fullfil it

​Stop

Walking away

Stand down

Turn around

Let it

Through you

Face to face 

Stand down the chase 

Through the storm 

You gonna make it

Better than hiding

Start trying

And die trying if that what it takes 

Push your limits

You gonna pull through

Walking aimlessly 

Not gonna help

Your purpose 

Stand behind you

Achieve it

Fullfil it

I Am Sorry

I am sorry that i dont cry
I am sorry that i dont yell
I am sorry that after all the things happen
I take them all so well
I am sorry i dont cut my wrists or take more than enough pills
Because i just take up all in here
And if the day comes when i cant take it anymore
make up all the courage i need
To pick up the knife out
There will be no blood to bleed out