Help

They are knocking on the door.
They are here to help me fix it.
Knock them doors down,
I wont answer.
I came to believe,
No one knows i exist.

They are knocking on the door.
While i am getting used to the idea of self hate.
Knock them doors down,
I wont answer.
I came to believe,
They always care when its too late.

I was at thier door
One after the other
Now you are here to see me
Out of self pity
But i needed help all along
All this time.

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A hope once given

You became the dawn in my daunting life

I was at the end when your light hit my eyes

You were the hope i was waiting for 

A Hope once given .
It felt so simmilar, yet you were different

Familiar feeling , yet an unfamiliar face

We were so distant,yet you felt so close home 
You made me think , the end of something good isnt the end of you
I smiled after quite a while , but it was more that what met my eyes

You were too there , where i now belong 

You amazed me ,how you were so strong 
It all made sense .

the feeling i felt , so surreal.

The connection between me and you
I closed my eyes , reach for your hand and held

I wont leave you , no matter what sadness may befell.

For you are the last hand life has delt

And if not for you i would have fell.

Life has to go on

​It always comes back

And it will keep on coming 

We had to forget and forgive 

Instead we forgot each other

And all the efforts turned to dust.
But life has to go on 

And these moments will too

I will see you with someone else

That i never planned.
There were nights

While we were away

While we were hoping,but could only pray

That we were, together.
We used to stay up all night 

Going out of our way

Now we cannot sleep

Even if we tried.
And i know you’re listening 

From somewhere i cant see

And if its true, then dont do this to me

Please come back, cause i am a mess

Please come back, and put this to rest.

Fullfil it

​Stop

Walking away

Stand down

Turn around

Let it

Through you

Face to face 

Stand down the chase 

Through the storm 

You gonna make it

Better than hiding

Start trying

And die trying if that what it takes 

Push your limits

You gonna pull through

Walking aimlessly 

Not gonna help

Your purpose 

Stand behind you

Achieve it

Fullfil it

Prepare

Could you tell me how it feels to be heartbroken
Or to love someone who doesnt love you back
To love someone you want but cant get
For I want to love some with my dear heart
And want to know the obstacles before hand

There is no such way to know all this with out feeling them
To endure it without being with them
To love is to just love
You dont care ,for once in love there is nothing to care
To prepare for love is to prepare for a fall
A fall that starts you dont know when
And ends in a snap when you are not looking
Could both be the same moment or could be two different.
It doesnt matter ’cause you just cant prepare

A sweet face 

​A sweet face can hide what a bad face can never 

A bad face leads to consequences but a sweet face is always a gamble

I could never judge which side you were on

But i realised enough to know you weren’t on mine

You were hiding your pain

But was it really yours 

Or was it the agony of the souls you consumed

I trusted in love so i trusted in you

But you could never really give 

What my soul always seek 

Why I Love The Night

Whispered the night in the silence
forget the sun , I want to be with you
All the answers you seek are in the moon
Sweet wind passes by calling your name
Forget to sleep or I’ll weep the tears of
heaven
Take a deep breath and inhale the
Freshness of your fame
This is why you love the night don’t you?
For all the silence I have to offer
For all the peace there is to feel
So much solitude there is to see
If strength was in numbers
Day would have been your thing
But you are your own one man army
And isn’t it why you love the night ?