I am sorry, it had to be this way.
Always on my guard, and toe to toe.
I am sorry for the words i said,
But i just never got your ways.
I am sorry i am different.
Kind of from the outer space,
Foreign to you and your race.
I am sorry i judged your face.
But what can i say,
You never showed your true intentions
I had lost myself in the past.
I lost the ones i loved too.
They walked over me,
And so i walk carefully.
I am sorry you thought i was out to get you,
But i was just protecting you from myself.
I am sorry but i am just that way
But the world never cared when i was sweet.
So lets just let it be this way.
You became the dawn in my daunting life
I was at the end when your light hit my eyes
You were the hope i was waiting for
A Hope once given .
It felt so simmilar, yet you were different
Familiar feeling , yet an unfamiliar face
We were so distant,yet you felt so close home
You made me think , the end of something good isnt the end of you
I smiled after quite a while , but it was more that what met my eyes
You were too there , where i now belong
You amazed me ,how you were so strong
It all made sense .
the feeling i felt , so surreal.
The connection between me and you
I closed my eyes , reach for your hand and held
I wont leave you , no matter what sadness may befell.
For you are the last hand life has delt
And if not for you i would have fell.
Whispered the night in the silence
forget the sun , I want to be with you
All the answers you seek are in the moon
Sweet wind passes by calling your name
Forget to sleep or I’ll weep the tears of
Take a deep breath and inhale the
Freshness of your fame
This is why you love the night don’t you?
For all the silence I have to offer
For all the peace there is to feel
So much solitude there is to see
If strength was in numbers
Day would have been your thing
But you are your own one man army
And isn’t it why you love the night ?
There will be days you can sleep in
But not today
There will be days that aren’t Monday
But not today
There will be faces that brings you down
And faces that makes you smile
There will be moments of solditude
There will be moments with those who loved you
There will be times you are egar to leave
There will be times you don’t want to reach
There will be people who will mould you, summon you, want you to be who you don’t want to
And there will be people who will love you for what you are
Helping you to be what you want to
It doesn’t matter how many people judge you
Nor it matters how many people hate you
Because there allways be a face that brings you down
And there always be a face that makes you smile
I have friends so few
And I like talking to you
If I could I would spend all my day with you
you cant imagine how special are you
Just dont forget me
I am always here
looking out for you 🙂
Blocking the door from outside,
little did i know the real enemy was within me.
My death came with the mask of my loved one.
I wasn’t prepaired for the blow when it lend me one.
And then the chances of my survival were none.
Seems to me they weren’t going back leaving this undone.
And then I was 6 feet under.
Smell of betrayal was still on my sleeves.
Can’t get down with the fact they were the only one
Who knew me
I thought I knew them well.
But the well I was lying in,bleeding was the proof
Don’t say “take care” to me.
If you really care of me,
You should say you’ll take care of me.