I am sorry, it had to be this way.
Always on my guard, and toe to toe.
I am sorry for the words i said,
But i just never got your ways.
I am sorry i am different.
Kind of from the outer space,
Foreign to you and your race.
I am sorry i judged your face.
But what can i say,
You never showed your true intentions
I had lost myself in the past.
I lost the ones i loved too.
They walked over me,
And so i walk carefully.
I am sorry you thought i was out to get you,
But i was just protecting you from myself.
I am sorry but i am just that way
But the world never cared when i was sweet.
So lets just let it be this way.
I hate love
For all the sadness it brings with happiness
For all the pain it brings with relief
For all the scars it brings with memories
for all the death it brings with life
Whispered the night in the silence
forget the sun , I want to be with you
All the answers you seek are in the moon
Sweet wind passes by calling your name
Forget to sleep or I’ll weep the tears of
Take a deep breath and inhale the
Freshness of your fame
This is why you love the night don’t you?
For all the silence I have to offer
For all the peace there is to feel
So much solitude there is to see
If strength was in numbers
Day would have been your thing
But you are your own one man army
And isn’t it why you love the night ?
Standing at edge and wanting it to happen,
Drunk on thoughts of you, i cant see anyone passing.
Hands opened in the air aimlessly hoping you would guide me.
I took a step ahead and it was me, falling for u
Heartbeats reaching sky high and i was coming down to rest.
Sometimes i feel so lonely but the wind was there filling the gaps.
I left the edge i was standing, and it was me falling for you.
I would bet my life for your love in return
So sure i was that i cant lose a losing hand.
The horizon was changing faster than i can see.
I was falling down faster than i could feel.
They said falling in love is like falling in a pit that never ends.
Too bad my luck was out, it did had an end.
The levitation caused by your love was gone.
I fell on the ground, the last vision my eyes could capture
It was a note in my hand You wrote to me,
Reading “our love cannot last”
My death came with the mask of my loved one.
I wasn’t prepaired for the blow when it lend me one.
And then the chances of my survival were none.
Seems to me they weren’t going back leaving this undone.
And then I was 6 feet under.
Smell of betrayal was still on my sleeves.
Can’t get down with the fact they were the only one
Who knew me
I thought I knew them well.
But the well I was lying in,bleeding was the proof
Don’t say “take care” to me.
If you really care of me,
You should say you’ll take care of me.
When I Close My Eyes
My Heart Wants You To Know;
That It Loves You More,
Even Then Before.